Starting to get addicted

So now I'm on the job hunt! AARRRGGGHHH!!! This is going to be infuriating. I love to sit at home way too much and I love going out in service way too much. Thus why I'm putting in my regular pioneering application tonight after the meeting. Yes I'm finally going to do it again. I've been off for almost a year now and that just ain't cool with me. I get 70 hrs a month anyway because my days off are always spent in service so my thought after the C.O's visit pioneer meeting was "Why am I procrastinating? I just lost my job and have nothing else to do and pioneering is my love and I don't know how to live without it. Though the break was nice for a year. I don't think I can put it off in good conscience anymore." Thus the meeting was "How can Procrastinating harm you?" Dutifully noted... IT HAS!! I know that Satan's going to try and lure me in with some sort of rockin awesome job that will try and get me to not pioneer, but "ain't gonna happen". (que Peter Griffin "No Freakin Way!")
I heard someone say once when talking about the immense golden image in Daniel's prophecy that when it comes to being during the time of "the feet" we are literally the fungus on the end of the straggly toenail! I love that thought... The whole human race hanging on to a big ole' toenail screaming and all of Jehovah's people doing so with gigantic smiles on their faces just waiting for that big ole' rock to smack into the image and to just let go and glide into Jehovah's new system. I actually had a dream once with said scenario and I fell out of bed. I guess I let go too quick. That's me, eager little Ms. Armageddon here we come!
Thinking about the New System just makes me beyond glow. How could anything else be such a sublime thought as getting to talk it up with someone like Daniel or Keziah or Ester or any number of the ones that we want to just get the full story from. (oh if you don't know who Keziah is that's okay, just a family thing... we've loved her name forever and my brother is going to have a baby girl in August and her name will be Ana Keziah so if that tells you anything... she may be dull, but you know she must of had some cool experiences with Job as a father and all) Br. Hendricks in his talk Sunday was doting on and on about talking to 2 of the judges in Judges one who struck down 600 philistines with a cattle goad (i.e. sharp pointy stick) and Samson for striking down 1000 philistines with a moist jaw bone of a male ass. I mean come one, Philistines were obviously no good with simple weaponry! :D Other than of course Jehovah being there with each of them, oh yeah that's right... :>
NE who, I can' t wait and day dreaming is all together fantastic!