Intro Requested

If you are a friend of Liz ;~>, Lainers :~*, or Aaron ;~) I probably read your blog often. If you are okay with me reading/commenting please let me know. I hate to be rude and just drop a line unofficial like! Thanks for considering me for a moment however which way you choose to decide...
Sisterly love trying to get to know as many as I can before Armageddon so that I can meet you after.

Question for the Masses

Here's the question I pose to everyone who reads this site. Whether I know you or not, if you are a close friend of someone I know, then you can't be all that bad... Though I do judge my own choices more than most, probably.

Question: What do you do to motivate yourself?

I'm not talking the pumping iron, running a marathon motivation. I am talking, doing what you know you need to do, but just don't have the "umph" to get up and do. What makes you turn the tide in our ever flowing and ebbing brains to get and go? I want all bizarre and unique and trivial answers, along with all normal ones. ( I hate it when us "normies" get left out)

I've finally gotten a TON of pictures onto a website and will try and keep them updated as much as I can. Leave as many comments as you want on the pics, I love reading what people think about my tiny little life. ENJOY!!!
http://jeccaspicturesforyou.blogspot.com/

I'm still trying to figure out how to just put a click over to pictures instead of having to make ya'll scroll all the way to the bottom, but bear with me. And in the mean while... I am dying for decent music. All we have here are "The Latest Hits and the Greatest Oldies and Classic Rock!" HHHHHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLPPPPPPP!!!!!!!! To give you guys and idea of what I like and the only thing that gives me sanity now www.wbwc.com/ this station is awesome. Or should I say, WAS awesome when I left Ohio 7 months ago. If you have any idea of links to some awesome radio or band sites clue me in. I'm deaf and dumb in C-ville, TX! HHHEEEELLLPPPPP!!!!!!

1ST 15 PICS OF HALL BUILD

middle of first day

wow these got out of order
FIRST WALL BEING PUT UP

FIRST SET OF RAFTERS

STARTING TO EAT

MY SIS IN LAW

THE CUTEST PREGNANT WOMAN EVER!
JUST BEFORE STARTING

1ST DAY BREAKFAST

HOW IT ALL STARTED

Okay So

I just realized I start out most of my comments with "Okay so...." I shall try and give you a reprieve from said euphemism and write with out such a crutch. Sorry for making it obvious if it wasn't before, but when I read them it bugged me so sorry if it did you as well. :D

Starting to get addicted

So now I'm on the job hunt! AARRRGGGHHH!!! This is going to be infuriating. I love to sit at home way too much and I love going out in service way too much. Thus why I'm putting in my regular pioneering application tonight after the meeting. Yes I'm finally going to do it again. I've been off for almost a year now and that just ain't cool with me. I get 70 hrs a month anyway because my days off are always spent in service so my thought after the C.O's visit pioneer meeting was "Why am I procrastinating? I just lost my job and have nothing else to do and pioneering is my love and I don't know how to live without it. Though the break was nice for a year. I don't think I can put it off in good conscience anymore." Thus the meeting was "How can Procrastinating harm you?" Dutifully noted... IT HAS!! I know that Satan's going to try and lure me in with some sort of rockin awesome job that will try and get me to not pioneer, but "ain't gonna happen". (que Peter Griffin "No Freakin Way!")
I heard someone say once when talking about the immense golden image in Daniel's prophecy that when it comes to being during the time of "the feet" we are literally the fungus on the end of the straggly toenail! I love that thought... The whole human race hanging on to a big ole' toenail screaming and all of Jehovah's people doing so with gigantic smiles on their faces just waiting for that big ole' rock to smack into the image and to just let go and glide into Jehovah's new system. I actually had a dream once with said scenario and I fell out of bed. I guess I let go too quick. That's me, eager little Ms. Armageddon here we come!
Thinking about the New System just makes me beyond glow. How could anything else be such a sublime thought as getting to talk it up with someone like Daniel or Keziah or Ester or any number of the ones that we want to just get the full story from. (oh if you don't know who Keziah is that's okay, just a family thing... we've loved her name forever and my brother is going to have a baby girl in August and her name will be Ana Keziah so if that tells you anything... she may be dull, but you know she must of had some cool experiences with Job as a father and all) Br. Hendricks in his talk Sunday was doting on and on about talking to 2 of the judges in Judges one who struck down 600 philistines with a cattle goad (i.e. sharp pointy stick) and Samson for striking down 1000 philistines with a moist jaw bone of a male ass. I mean come one, Philistines were obviously no good with simple weaponry! :D Other than of course Jehovah being there with each of them, oh yeah that's right... :>
NE who, I can' t wait and day dreaming is all together fantastic!

Change Is Ever Present

I started out today with optimism and have decided to not let that change. I had a fantastic morning consisting of the normal sleeping a little too late (that being 7:00 am, not 6:30, darn internal clock). Then came the household chores. Cleaning dishes, vacuuming, straightening "stuff", dusting, all the lovely things that I hate but am good and quick at doing. Also not accomplished in said order. However, I went about getting ready for work and wanted to get online before hand, thus the earlier blog from this morning. Then it was off to work at 1:00 pm. Yes I didn't go out in service, I know, shoot me, but I think Jehovah is forgiving when you've had as much in the works as me the past month. NE who, I digress.
Stepped into work and got the ever hated and nautious making "I need to talk to you Jessica". Que prayer to Jehovah for nerves of steel. Then the "we have to let you go because we can't afford to pay you." EXCUSE ME!!! Flashed through my head... Then the holy spirit took over thankfully and lead me gracefully and courteously through the rest of the conversation to follow. Yes, she wasn't lying. Our little optical office attatched to (the devil incarnate) Wal-Mart surprisingly has been very slow. This I have known for some time and have been dreading the day when I'd hear those words. Yet it behooves me to wonder why I wasn't giving the kind 2 week notice that most employees give to their employers. Why do we have to be courteous when they can kick us in the rears. Again, digressing... Yet I bowed out gracefully and asked for a glowing letter of recommendation and have been praying ever since I left mostly.
I wonder if non-Jehovah's Witnesses have something other than liquor to get this kind of peace of mind and calm. Jehovah is absolutely awesome!

Imperceptible Thoughts

Okay so have you ever stared at a person and wondered what they were thinking? Not in the usual, "wish they would speak" kind of way, but in the "they have no idea I'm watching them" kind of way. I came up with this thought while driving yesterday and saw a middle aged woman behind me in my rear view doing the obsequious picking that is often talked of in cars alone. And I wondered... What really plays in someone's head when no one is around? Is it witty sarcasm, optimistic ballads, or is it just the Jeopardy them show music going on it's dutiful rounds over and over again? Any one out there know?

I've also realized that I'm very new to this blogging thing and literally inadequate. If you catch my idea. Please encourage or correct. Criticism is always appreciated. Though I wonder if people read this site that I don't realize and if I really want to know who they are or where they are in life. If they are some past friend or ex friend or someone who is just curious. Either way if I don't know you are there, how can I ever tell you hello?